When Safety Becomes a Trap: Christian Counseling for Porn Addiction and Trauma

As a Christian counselor who is a certified sex addiction therapist in Fort Worth, I enjoy entering into other people's struggles. I learn a lot from the people I see, even if they are struggling with internet pornography addiction or sexual addiction. In a session, I asked Tim (fake name), “What are you trying to get from this pornographic material?” Tim paused for a moment to think about it and responded, “I think I go to it because porn has been safer than people. I have been hurt by people and porn can feel safer than intimacy with others.” Of course, Tim and I were able to discuss how sexual addiction doesn't provide safety even though it promises it, thus furthering his pornography issues, but Tim was uncovering something powerful.

The Cost of Safety

It is no surprise that Tim's story was littered with emotional pain, as many of his relational attachments were marked by trauma. One of the effects of traumatic events in someone's life is a tendency to isolate, which causes various relationship issues in their daily life. Due to this isolation, Tim cut himself off from relationships with others out of fear of being hurt, thus furthering his pornography addiction and compulsive behavior. In doing so, he became vulnerable to sexual addiction since it offered false intimacy and false safety. However, experiencing love in your life requires vulnerability, and that can be uncomfortable. Yes, people can hurt you, just like they hurt Tim, and that's why finding trustworthy relationships is important. There is a cost to playing it safe though. The cost of safety is never truly knowing love in personal relationships because self-protection leads to deceptive. C.S. Lewis explains it profoundly when he writes,

“To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable.”

In other words, you might not be avoiding vulnerability through addiction to pornography, but maybe you are avoiding it through something else. Whatever it is, you are thwarting love in your life and inviting relationship struggles because to be loved and to love is to be vulnerable. Yes, you can get hurt, but the price of safety is just as dangerous.

I get that vulnerability is scary, but you don't have to go at it alone. Jesus was as vulnerable as it gets, as he died naked on the cross. He knows what it is like to be betrayed, shamed, and broken by hurtful people. He knows what it is like to share his heart with us only to have us break it and yet he joyously still seeks us. His love (unlike porn) is secure, goes before us, meets us in our hard circumstances, lifts us, never wavers, and has no end. Maybe you should give him a chance to love you through others who are trustworthy and desire good for you.

What we Offer

At Reviving Hope Christian Counseling, our team of professional counselors in Fort Worth specializes in many forms of therapy that help clients move from fear of other to finding deep relationships in Christ. We offer support for

• Internet porn addiction or sexual addiction recovery: This can also mean just struggling with sexual behaviors or any other behavioral addictions. We offer group therapy for this issue.

• Treatment for separation anxiety disorder, social anxiety disorder, severe anxiety, generalized anxiety disorder, and other types of anxiety disorders

• Trauma-focused therapy: Maybe you are a victim of sexual trauma or abuse. I am so sorry if that is the case. Deal fully with underlying issues.

• Marriage recovery and Betrayal Trauma Recovery for finding a healthy relationship.

• Grief Counseling: Teen counseling (Ages 13 and up) for Christian teens or ones exploring their spiritual life.

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